Crying

Its funny how its so hard to cry for some one who has just died, your boyfriend dumping you or pet running away. But when they put an eviction notice on your door or you can't pay the rent the tears just seem to come from nowhere. Your not even trying to cry, they're just running down your face and theres nothing you can do about it. Life is just hard and there's nothing that can be done about. People often try to kill themselves or wish to die but life still goes on, especially for your loved one, who are now morning you. That's how i feel right now I can't escape my life no matter how hard i try, all I do is cry and go on living.